Sitting here and watching my sister go to pieces because her boyfriend is off scouting schools in the States, I'm...sympathetic, but not at all pleased..
I never want to need anybody like that. Wanting is another matter. ;) But I don't want to have that consuming, dependent, "food has no savour and life has no meaning without you", unhealthy addiction-level need for anyone.
I want to be with someone because they make my life better, and I do the same for them, not because they are my life. Because I want them in my life, not because I need them there.
I don't know how easy that sort of thing will be to avoid - I might just be fooling myself.
But this is my resolution.
-D.
I never want to need anybody like that. Wanting is another matter. ;) But I don't want to have that consuming, dependent, "food has no savour and life has no meaning without you", unhealthy addiction-level need for anyone.
I want to be with someone because they make my life better, and I do the same for them, not because they are my life. Because I want them in my life, not because I need them there.
I don't know how easy that sort of thing will be to avoid - I might just be fooling myself.
But this is my resolution.
-D.
- Feeling:
hungry - Listening:Lacuna Coil - Self Deception (Comalies)
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-D.
I find it's...not impossible. I've done the miserable, forcing-self-to-eat, generally blah thing after breakups, and it hurts...but it goes away in time. I think that's pretty much as good as you can get if you still get attached to people.
-D.
-D.
Everybody loves differently.